Over the past few weeks I have faced the most difficult and painstaking trial I've ever had to deal with in my life. Although it is still a long road ahead, and things are still up in the air, I feel so blessed for the strength I have found in the Lord.
I am not ready to go into detail about what exactly is going on, but it has been one of the biggest trials of my faith, and there have been moments where I know I am not managing on my own, and I can feel the love and comfort of the Savior.
I have so many loved ones in my life that are such examples of loyalty and unconditional love, compassion and understanding.
Even in this difficult time, I am so deeply grateful for the blessings in my life.
A scripture I happened upon during study one night, is a wonderful reassurance for me.
It is found in Alma chapter 36 verse 3:
"...I do know that whosoever shall put their trust in God shall be supported in their trials, and their afflictions, and shall be lifted up at the last day."
Thanks for sharing Heidi! I'm sorry you're going through a hard time. Ironically I am too lol. Must be that time of year! But I hope things get better for you soon!
ReplyDeleteI came across something interesting the other night in Alma, I think 31 or 32? Alma, Ammon and all them were about to part ways and he prayed not that they wouldn't have trials but that they would have the strength to get through them. Then vs 38 the Lord answered their prayers by giving them that strength and their afflictions were swallowed up in the joy of the Lord. I found that amazing and know people who have been through things, like yourself, where it seems like their trial is swallowed up by their happiness. Hang in there girl! Love ya!
Thanks for the comment Shauna, I sincerely appreciate it.
ReplyDeleteI think it hits the nail on the head really. There is no avoiding trials in this life, but I agree that the Lord can give us that strength. That is one of the wonderful things about the atonement! He is the only one that knows my exact feelings right now, and can provide the exact nourishment I need to make it through.
Love you too and I will pray for you in your trials. Hope all is well for you and Gavin. Hugs.